3rd april 2007 I've lost my friend.when we first met I said to my self ill not let him in my heart because i suffer a lot when i lost any of my belove friend.But u know i cant stand him.with his talent and his love and trust he give me he become my best friend.we always talk to each other all the time when i stay home he will not sleep untill i go to bed.he's the last who say goodbye when i go out and the first who say open the door for me whenever im back home.First thing he always say to me is give me a kiss he keep saying that untill i cant stand that all he want.today hes gone.the one who give him food forget to close the door.I know he got out just to wander around by his curiousity but something may make him scare so he fly and dont know how to get back.My home so quiet.My heart so lonely.I feel its this feeling again I know sorrow couldnt bring him back but I cant stop this felling.